I thought that I would be strong enough to turn down anything displeasing to God because I prayed about it before it happened…
Well its not that easy…the next step I think God is trying to show me is that im not strong enough to look the devil in his face just yet. I need to train for this fight more before I go in to battle.
For example:
…my sword is still dull…my words are my sword… what is yours? Here are some examples you may be familiar with…
- I need to say what I mean and mean what I say because when you joke a lot people don’t take you seriously and because I’m a nice person I let it go a lot….no more letting it go..i mean it dang on it! (now how many of y’all honestly don’t believe me?..smh…see what I mean!?) no more of that
- What good is saying to yourself “nah I can’t do that because it’s not pleasing to God…” if you don’t whole heartedly believe it yourself?
…my shield has holes in it…my holes are the excuses I make for my actions…what are yours? Here are some examples you may be familiar with…
- oh this one more drink won’t hurt (hole!)
- oh it is kind of late..buttt we’re jus chillin…(hole!)
- you wana just watch a movie? I might fall asleep here but we’re just friends so it’s cool…(HOLE)…smh…
- I’m so tired..ill read my bible tomorrow…(1000’s of pounds)
- I’m too tired..and church is so earlyyyy…(1000’s of pounds)
- Dear Heavenly Father, I really need some money, Amen…yea girl I’m broke..i jus prayed for some money, so maybe I can go to the club with you next week….(1000’s of pounds)
- I know this is wrong but God will forgive me..right? (1000’s of tons)
- What girl!? You’re not goin to that Iota party? Just go for a little bit, stop being corny!
- Just come to the club..i got all your drinks…just come
- Aye, I need you to write a hook to this joint im workin on..it’s about big booty hoes smoking weed in the club before I smash that…basically..you can write that for me? I think imma need you to sing it too…come on its just a hook, it’s not like your doin that stuff, your just singing about it…its just a song…
But me being the “strong minded over confident that I can do anything I put my mind to sinner” that I am... thought I had It under control…
Family,
In order for God to make you over and for you to succeed you have to give him your entire being…you cant have one holy foot in the kingdom and the other stanky leg in the club….you cant have one hand in Gods cookie jar and the other on a shot at Cookies bar….you cant have one ear listenin out for a sign from heaven and the other jamming to hot 97…you cant have one cheek in church and the other—well u get it…
My God is not a half way God so I cant be a half way child…it’s a spiritual recession and we cant afford to keep paying the Devil, the cost is too great and I want that name brand love I want that G-love…Gods love is free if you pursue it..He already paid man!
Its true…Love can be “a word that comes and goesssss…” but you are not love…God is. You need to come and stay. We need to come and stay and never go away from Him… Love ya’ll…If you like this you can comment or repost it Its all for His glory… God Bless Guys.
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